Her Struggle

She struggles with her thoughts
and how to express them
but he sees past all of that
to him she's a transparent gem
she battles the questions that fill her mind
does she ask them, dismiss them or simply assign
each question a designated place, day and time
On the surface this man seems more like her partner in crime
They laugh, they joke, they even share stories of thier climb
But could there be more for this point in time
She tries to maintain but battles within
that maybe just maybe she's his faternal twin
However her thoughts sometimes mirrors Eve's original sin
She checks them and explains that his heart is not what she wants to gain
so her flesh she kills daily like abel killed cain
So who's to blame
or is it winner takes all in this chess game

Just for you

I said a word of prayer for you
A few simple words maybe even one or two
although i don't know what your going through
The spirit allowed me to see right through to
The mantle that God placed on your life
But to get to it theres a great sacrifice
A costly price to pay for such a man
which is why the position requires a firm hold to God's unchanging hand
See in today society
everybodys interested in variety
trying to become a memeber of high society
instead of leaving those things behind to follow thee
See God's not interested in what man sees
But is more concerned about the man reflecting His identity
His identity is Love
something that we all feel we are undeserving of
but He showers us with it each and everyday
It pays out bigger than the power play
See these things and more will you tell about
But first you gotta get pass any doubt
because these changes your experiencing have already been
Planned out
So I said a little prayer for you
See I know you'll make it through
to be what God has placed in you
A true Man of God through and through

Music of My soul

Slowly, light rhythm as of drums,
Now; the start of asong.
My soul and the beat become one,
Following a pied piper not seen.
Now, with the drums, intones a melody,
soft and sweet yet the foundation
For this is the music composed from within me.

Swaying, still silent waves twinkle, through
but not through the body, but into the inner soul.
New and Improved,perfection at it's best, more beautiful and melodious
Streams continue into with the first,
Creating a heart overflowing with
Emotionally, crystal perfect composition.

All can't hear this splendid music
only twin souls that are connected forever
Can comprehend and decipher this
Music of my soul, of love, from within.

All of Me

In her eyes you see a mystery
one can only imagine what her story might be
From her lips she speaks eloquently
Let's not forget her originality See
she walks with grace, beauty and style
so smooth and chic The girl is versatile
Worthwhile,
Still more complicated to read than an ascii text file
Her touch is softer than the finest material
Her heart beats harder than any bass drum or cymbal
Over and over until it becomes a orchestrated melody
In her heart she she hears this plea, come here little girl draw nigh to me
This lock on your heart I have the key, through my blood you've been set free
The girl looks up with one question for thee, Father please tell me my identity
He looked down at her and smiled with sincerity
The image became clear as I looked a little closer only to realize this girl is Me.

My Space

People always say "Go to your happy place"
However, my happy place is in my own space
Not just any place to call my own
but a place where I can be left alone
See
In that place I can be me
a place full of serinity and positivity
Free from misery and agony
Cuz right now my space is more like a backyard filled with debris
Cluttered from front to back
Confined like a fetus in it's own yoke sac
What I wanna do is make it how it used to be
When You was you and I was me
But you sir are so selfish to see
that things that way make a better family
So heed my call and hear my plea
This message is brought to you by Directv
If this space is not back to having simplicity
Then you too my friend will have to flee

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She's understanding
Always willing to lend a helping hand, you see
Even in the midst of her own mess
She's there nonetheless
A shoulder to cry on or to give a listening ear
Her concern for others is truly sincere
But underneath all this lies the mystery
it goes way past ones medical history
A constant cycle of defeat
some thought she'd be bound to repeat
However she found the mercy seat
a place in HIM she could retreat
trading joy for her pain
becasue in HIM the greatest gift was contained

The Journey

She's understanding
Always willing to lend a helping hand, you see
Even in the midst of her own mess
She's there nonetheless
A shoulder to cry on or to give a listening ear
Her concern for others is truly sincere
But underneath all this lies the mystery
it goes way past ones medical history
A constant cycle of defeat
some thought she'd be bound to repeat
However she found the mercy seat
a place in HIM she could retreat
trading joy for her pain
becasue in HIM the greatest gift was contained